[q] Chi: mumbles
[q] Alena: welp, got ignored by Adept *smirk*
[q] Alena: His loss
[q] Chi: ?
[q] Chi: I'm sorry... :/
[q] Alena: oh Adept was just on, and did'nt answer me at all
[q] Chi: I didn't hear a word...
[q] Chi: Oh?
[q] Alena: yups
[q] Chi: What did you ask him?
[q] Alena: just asked him how he was
[q] Alena: what was up, etc etc
[q] Alena: no answer, then poof he's gone
[q] Chi: Oh... Did you check to see if he was on the wiz channel?  He rarely is....
[q] Alena: yups
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena chuckles. Oh well, no biggy
[q] Chi: He's not the most cordial of people...
[q] Chi: How are ya?!
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: Jason, I hav _no_ motivation to study for my exam tomorrow
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Chi: What exam?
[q] Alena: advanced linguistical functions
[q] Chi: Eww
[q] Chi: I've got two later on in the week... I'm in the same about as you. =)
[q] Alena: i just have no motivation
[q] Chi hugs you
[q] Chi: How about now?
[q] Alena: oh well, going to work on my notes while sitting here
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: much better :)
[q] Chi: hehe
[q] Alena: btw, any pics yet?
[q] Chi: Umm... We don't get mail on Sun  ;)
[q] Alena: yea, just hadn't asked ya lately
[q] Chi: Ahh... Nope, not yet.
[q] Alena: bummer
[q] Chi: Prolly get here tomorrow, I suspect...
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Chi: They'll get here when they get here.  =)
[q] Alena: i wish i knew how to set up my web page onto my server
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: Is it a UNIX server?
[q] Alena: i honestly dont know *blush*
[q] Alena: it carries PPP/SLIP and then has a menu with telnet, ftp, etc on it
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Alena: you have netscape right now?
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: could you look up something for me
[q] Chi: Sure.
[q] Alena: www.vax1.rain.gen.mo.us/~tcardwell
[q] Alena: dont know if that'll work
[q] Alena chuckles. I'm guessin that's a big ol no
[q] Chi: Ack!  Hang on....
[q] Alena: oh no sweat :)
[q] Alena: i thought you couldnt find it
[q] Chi: I wasn't able to evern connect to the server... YOu sure you gave me the right address?
[q] Alena: see
[q] Alena: that's what i'm not sure of
[q] Chi: Ahh...
[q] Alena: that's my icky email address
[q] Chi: Well, lemme play with the list...
[q] Chi: Err... the address...
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: vax2.rain.gen.mo.us/~tcardwell
[q] Alena: that's what a friend of mine has his set
[q] Chi: Ok...
[q] Alena: btw, on 2 windows
[q] Alena hugs and waits patiently.
[q] Chi: What mood swing would this be?
[q] Alena: xf called.
[q] Alena: xbf rather
[q] Chi: xf?
[q] Chi: Ahh...
[q] Chi: Oh.
[q] Alena: feeling really... unblanced right now.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: I understand
[q] Chi: I'm thinkin about ya  =)
[q] Alena: wish my roomate was home
[q] Alena: thanks.
[q] Alena: back later maybe
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena hugs you.
[q] Chi hugs you
[q] Chi: How'd your talk go?
[q] Alena: talk?
[q] Chi: with xbf?
[q] Alena: oh
[q] Alena: not good
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi: Why'd he call?
[q] Alena: so i called your place, not thinking *blush*
[q] Chi: If you don'tmind me asking.
[q] Chi: ?
[q] Chi: You called me?
[q] Alena: so there's a message for you that a Tracy called
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: i wasn't thinking
[q] Chi: You weren't thinking?
[q] Alena: so then i called angel *cringe*
[q] Chi: Why the cringe?!
[q] Alena: only talked a little while
[q] Alena: expensive.
[q] Chi: Ahh.. =)
[q] Alena: but didn't talk to him about it
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: so now i'm back to square one
[q] Alena: with a message for you and a high bill from talkin to angel
[q] Chi: Well, I'll be back in the room in about 10 mins....
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Alena: i coul dhave called you for about 2 hrs for what i spent on him for 15 mins
[q] Alena chuckles softly.
[q] Chi: I think I'm gonna order a pizza or something....
[q] Chi: Ouch.
[q] Chi: No es bueno.
[q] Alena: no
[q] Alena: but i thought it'd help
[q] Chi: Well, if ya wanna talk, I've got some free time from now until about 3 or so  =)
[q] Alena: but couldn't find a way to intorduce the topic
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: 3?
[q] Chi: am
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: geez
[q] Chi: I'm telling ya... I've become nocturnal or something.....
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Chi: This is soooo unlike me.
[q] Alena: my eyes are tired... dont really wanna read that lo
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: long
[q] Alena: i'm a mornign person
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: Me too  =)
[q] Alena: but i wish you were here
[q] Chi: Oh?
[q] Alena: i could use a good talk
[q] Chi: Why's that?
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: Well, I am... just not physically
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena nods. I appreciate that
[q] Chi: Sure. =)
[q] Alena: my roomate came home, walked in, said goodnight, and closed her door
[q] Alena sighs.
[q] Chi pouts
[q] Alena: i wish she had time to listen
[q] Chi: Is she always like that?
[q] Alena: no
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: That's good.
[q] Alena: she's not feelin well and she's got to be up early tomorrow
[q] Someone: Hiyas!
[q] Alena hugs you close.
[q] Someone hugs you
[q] Someone: Got your message.
[q] Alena: ....could i ask you what you think led you to ask what you did last night?
[q] Someone: Hmm...
[q] Alena: btwe, is that you on the machine
[q] Someone: Ya  =)
[q] Alena calls you "peppy boy"
[q] Someone: Heh
[q] Alena: and i'm just curious why you asked, you need not answer, it's ok *hug*
[q] Someone: I -honestly- don't know why I asked it...
[q] Someone smiles
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Someone: Just one of those random things that comes to mind  =)
[q] Someone: Oh, hey, I got your pics today.  =)
[q] Alena nods. So, how would you have answered if i had asked?
[q] Chi acks
[q] Chi isn't prepared to answer that
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: i _hate_ that *smirk*
[q] Alena: anyway, now you know
[q] Chi: Do you want me to scan all of them?
[q] Alena: would it be a lot of work?
[q] Chi: No, not at all....
[q] Alena: i just wish i had a page *sigh*
[q] Chi smies
[q] Alena: i wish i knew how to put up my web page *sigh*
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: Lesse...
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: Is there someone you can call?
[q] Alena: not that i know of, the chick i called at RAIN knew nothin
[q] Chi smirks
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: If only you could find that base address for it...
[q] Alena: i _know_ that one works for my friend
[q] Alena: let me look at it again
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: Ya - do that.
[q] Alena: i'm talkin to him on my BBS, sec
[q] Chi: Kewl
[q] Chi: What did you find?
[q] Alena: still talkin to him
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: what should i ask him
[q] Chi: Hmm....
[q] Chi: Ask him what the base address is to the server.
[q] Alena: he says the ftp address is:  vax2.rain.gen.mo.us
[q] Chi: What is the www address?
[q] Alena: i'm asking now
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: http://vax2.rain.gen.mo.us/~saune    can you check it?
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: thanks
[q] Chi: Yup.  worked... I'll check your's now...
[q] Chi: Can't access yours.
[q] Chi: There are some things that you need to do to the files so that they can be viewed by others, tho.... Lemme check on that...
[q] Chi: I know what they are for UNIX systems, but I'm not sure for VAX...
[q] Alena nods. Thank you so much (knows she's taking away your coding time)
[q] Chi: No, no....
[q] Alena: jason, there's _nothing_ on my page... that could be a reason
[q] Chi: Hmm... Well, it couldn't find it.... Do you have on called index.html?
[q] Alena: have one what?
[q] Chi: A page called index.html
[q] Chi: That is what the server looks for by default.
[q] Alena: hon, i've never looked at anything...
[q] Chi: Ahh.. have you created a page at all?
[q] Alena: I've never known how to send it there
[q] Alena: so as far as it is concerned, no
[q] Chi: Hm...
[q] Alena: i need to know how to ftp stuff from a notepad into there
[q] Alena: i _think_
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: Is there a shell you can log onto?
[q] Alena: well, tell ya what..
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: telnet to it... log in and look around if you wanna...
[q] Chi: Ok.
[q] Alena: it only costs .005 cents a min
[q] Chi: Ok.
[q] Alena: tcardwell  password: dezmoinez
[q] Chi: It won't take me long if I know what I'm doing  =)
[q] Alena: ok, let me know what you find
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: This is really weird
[q] Alena: oh?
[q] Chi: I need a command prompt and I can't seem to find one...
[q] Chi: ah ha!
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: good news?
[q] Chi: I think... I found the command prompt... I just need to remember my vax commans now =)  Do you know how to create a directory under a vax system?
[q] Alena: i have no clue, never done it
[q] Alena: maybe terral has an idea?
[q] Chi: Well, no luck... here's what I'm gonna do, tho...
[q] Chi: I
[q] Chi: I'm gonna put a tset page on your account and see if that workds...
[q] Alena: ok cool :)
[q] Alena: any luck hon?
[q] Someone: Just now getting to it... Hang on just one sec...
[q] Alena: no prob
[q] Alena: any luck?
[q] Chi: Nope *sigh*
[q] Alena sighs.
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Alena: any luck hon?
[q] Chi: ARG
[q] Alena: you can forget it hon...honestly
[q] Chi: I think I need to make a new directory, but I can't do it.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi: I'll have to get back to you on all this....
[q] Chi: I'm way outta my league here... I -hate- VAX =)
[q] Alena: oh it's alright
[q] Alena: i have yet another friend who is going to try to walk me thru this
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: i'm so confused
[q] Chi: Mebbe he can do a better job ;)
[q] Chi: You and me both, kid
[q] Alena hugs you close. You are a sweetie. some lady is going to be so lucky.
[q] Alena: you have a friend :)
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: and i thought i was the only woman for you
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Chi: ?
[q] Alena sniffles.
[q] Chi: Where did that come from?
[q] Chi: Hmm?
[q] Alena: sorry, thinkin out loud
[q] Chi: No, no... What do you mean by that??!!
[q] Chi does not like it when you do this
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: sorry
[q] Alena: was the thing where mouth started, then brainkicked in
[q] Chi still doesn't understand, but that's ok  =)
[q] Alena got jealous and doesn't know why.
[q] Chi: Got jealous???  Of who?
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: come
[q] Chi: Don't worry.
[q] Chi: What do you think?
[q] Alena: what do you mean
[q] Chi: About him going up there?
[q] Alena: he just offered to drive here at _any_ time
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi: Well, I think you can trust him.
[q] Alena: sigh?
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Chi: If you want to, that is
[q] Chi: He knows he'd be in too much crap if he did anything stupid
[q] Alena: what do you mean
[q] Chi: Just that.
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Alena: just that what...
[q] Chi: I dunno... =)
[q] Chi: I confused my self
[q] Alena: just wish i wasn't scared
[q] Chi: I know.
[q] Chi hugs you
[q] Chi: Take care, friend
[q] Alena: you o
[q] Alena: you to
[q] Chi: mumbles
[q] Alena: i'm in big shit.
[q] Chi: ?
[q] Alena: i have $120 phone bill and almost $350 in hospital bills.
[q] Chi: !
[q] Alena: and lets jsut say i do not have it.
[q] Chi: Oh - something's happened to the shop/pub code.
[q] Chi: Oh man...
[q] Alena: i'm selling my 386, my old bike, and anything else i can part with.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: i have no choice
[q] Chi: Was this unexpected?
[q] Alena: no.
[q] Chi: Oh.
[q] Alena: i didn't know my parents expected me to pay on my past medical bills.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: oh well, shit happens.
[q] Alena will cope.
[q] Chi: I'm sorry to hear about it... Yuck.
[q] Chi hugs you
[q] Lil Lena: what's wrong...
[q] Chi: Things are just changing randomly
[q] Chi: ?????
[q] Lil Lena: i dont know...
[q] Chi: And I'm not getting -any- work done because I'm always having to fix em
[q] Lil Lena: you could always just mail angel...
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: But I can't get my work done without having them fixed.
[q] Chi smirks
[q] Chi: Oh well...
[q] Chi: Just more delays
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: i'm going to go do my lesson plans...
[q] Chi: Okie
[q] Chi waves
[q] Lil Lena: just dont feel like being "logged in" if that makes sense
[q] Chi: I know -exactly- what you mean
[q] Chi: mumbles
[q] Chi: Oops... sorry... *chuckle*
[q] Alena: ?
[q] Chi growls
[q] Chi: Hiyas
[q] Alena: hi
[q] Chi: I'm trying to get tf to work and am not having a fun time at it...
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: tf?
[q] Chi: TinyFugue
[q] Chi: It's -almost- like FTP  =)
[q] Chi grins
[q] Chi: brb
[q] Alena nods./
[q] Alena: wanted to see what he was doing this weekend.
[q] Chi: Inviting him over?
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: i would, but hes not here to ask
[q] Chi: Ahh...
[q] Alena: and i vowed not to use my phone unless its an emergency
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi understands that
[q] Alena: so i j
[q] Alena: and hope he logs in
[q] Chi: I take it you feel a bit more comfortable with him?
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: well, i trust your opinion...
[q] Alena: you said you think he's alright
[q] Chi: Which was?
[q] Chi: Ahh...
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: and my gut says he's alright
[q] Chi: that I do
[q] Chi: Good
[q] Alena: do you know if he worked tonghit
[q] Alena: er..tognith
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Alena: ack
[q] Alena: tonight
[q] Chi: That I don't know...
[q] Alena: i think i'm just going to goto bed
[q] Chi: Oh ok...
[q] Alena: in a really odd/nub mood for some reason
[q] Alena: numb rather
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi: I'm sorry...
[q] Alena: now what's that for
[q] Chi: Just sorry.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: why?
[q] Chi: Well, -I- don't like being in that kind of mood...
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Alena: well, neither do i...
[q] Chi hugs you
[q] Alena: i'll hang out for another couple to see if terral logs in
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: how did your exam go
[q] Chi: Oh man...
[q] Chi: It was a killer
[q] Alena: Oops, wrong question?
[q] Chi: I think I did alright, but it was taxing...
[q] Chi: Oh - quite alright - it's over with
[q] Chi cheers
[q] Alena nods. Good job :)
[q] Chi: I'm pretty much brain dead right now
[q] Chi: I was up till 4 studying for it...
[q] Chi boggles
[q] Chi: I don't think I've ever done that before.
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Chi: But now I've got 4 or 5 days with NOTHING to do.
[q] Chi cheers
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: i say you come up here
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena smirks.
[q] Alena: good luck
[q] Chi: Lemme rephrase that...
[q] Chi: I don't have any homework/studying to do.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: ok
[q] Chi: Oops
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: so you can choose?
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: cool
[q] Alena still has seen no pics.
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena nudges you.
[q] Chi still can't find em
[q] Alena: suuuuure *ruffle* ok :)
[q] Alena: Jason?
[q] Someone: ya?
[q] Alena: oh hold on, he just logged in *smirk*
[q] Someone chuckles
[q] Alena: i'll pretend i didn't just run a people and see where you are and with who
[q] Alena ponders.
[q] Someone sighs
[q] Someone: You goof
[q] Alena got a pang of that j word again.
[q] Someone: 'j'?
[q] Alena has to stop that.
[q] Someone chuckles
[q] Someone bops you
[q] Alena: none o my business :)
[q] Someone smirks
[q] Alena: going to ask a question, dont have to answer... do you like her?
[q] Someone: I don't know.
[q] Someone shrugs
[q] Someone: I don't dislike her.
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: can i just say WHAT THE FUCK to EVERYTHING in life for me right now.
[q] Someone: mumbles
[q] Chi: Hang on...
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: WHAT!?
[q] Alena: hey there
[q] Alena: idle huh...
[q] Someone: Hiyas!
[q] Alena: where at hon?
[q] Alena )
[q] Lil Lena: i'm ligging out but terral is still on here
[q] Lil Lena: that should be _logging_ out
[q] Someone smiles
[q] Lil Lena: so let me know *wink*
[q] Lil Lena: btw, i need to get to work really early tomorrow morning so i am leavin within the hour
[q] Lil Lena: got it...cruisin :)
[q] Someone: So how are things over there?
[q] Lil Lena: nice pic :)
[q] Someone rolls his eyes
[q] Lil Lena: so you are the one sitting down
[q] Lil Lena: and your bike is the first one?
[q] Someone: I guess you didn't get my commentary on it....
[q] Someone: Did you hear me?
[q] Lil Lena: yes i got it :)
[q] Someone smiles and nods
[q] Someone: That's me.
[q] Lil Lena: i was just re-asking
[q] Someone shrugs
[q] Someone: Ahhh...
[q] Lil Lena: and so that's your bike huh
[q] Someone: My old one... I just got a new one about a week and a half ago... I bought it over a month ago...
[q] Lil Lena: spiffy :)
[q] Lil Lena: tis a nice picture
[q] Someone shrugs
[q] Someone: Well, thank you...
[q] Lil Lena bops ya over da head. Just take the compliment (something she learned from Will)
[q] Someone: I didn't think it was too compromising...
[q] Lil Lena giggles.
[q] Someone chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: compromising?
[q] Someone: Well, you can't really see that much...
[q] Someone grins
[q] Lil Lena nods.
[q] Lil Lena: so are you washing ickyies off your feet before your socks?
[q] Someone: Oh wait....
[q] Lil Lena giggles.
[q] Someone: Yeah - I'm getting the sweat from the cycling shoes off - I don't wear socks while cycling.
[q] Someone: Plus, it does wonders to have cold water on your feet after the ride.
[q] Someone grins
[q] Someone: I costs some time, but oh well...
[q] Lil Lena smiles. Makes em feel better huh
[q] Someone shrugs
[q] Lil Lena: well, i'im going to see if i can figure out ftp (with tons o help from Will) and see about this web page
[q] Someone nods
[q] Lil Lena: you take care jason
[q] Someone: You too...
[q] Someone waves
[q] Lil Lena Waves.
[q] Lil Lena: night
[q] Lil Lena: how goes?
[q] Chi: Good - was afk...
[q] Lil Lena: btw, my system runs so smooth now
[q] Chi: Kewl
[q] Lil Lena: thanks to Will
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena: he got to talk to Matthew (Angel) on the phone for a couple mins this morning
[q] Chi: Oh?
[q] Lil Lena: yups
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: just happened Matt called
[q] Chi: Hmm... bet that was interesting...
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: his reaction : "sounds just like angel" and a shrug
[q] Chi: Heh
[q] Lil Lena: btw, he was supposed to email me when he got home
[q] Lil Lena: and i dont have any, and he should be home well by now
[q] Chi: Will?
[q] Lil Lena: yups
[q] Chi: I talked to him on here about 45 mins ago - he stopped by parent's farm first... he should be home anytime now...
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena: ah...gotcha
[q] Chi: I'd say prolly in the next 15 mins
[q] Lil Lena nods.
[q] Chi shgrugs
[q] Lil Lena: ok, as long as he's home safe
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena: just wanted to make sure
[q] Lil Lena: we really did have fun yesterday shooting pool
[q] Chi: Yeah?  That's so good to hear.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena hopes he feels like it was a couple of nice days.
[q] Chi: I'm sure he did...
[q] Lil Lena nods.
[q] Lil Lena: well, i'm goina web cruise
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena: need ideas on how to put up a nice page
[q] Lil Lena chuckles.
[q] Chi: Heh - Artemis and I had a way cool conversation last night.
[q] Lil Lena is going to go pyrate someones
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: oh?
[q] Chi: Ahhh...
[q] Chi: I know of some you can check out...
[q] Chi thinks
[q] Lil Lena: way cool?
[q] Chi: Yeah - they're pretty spiffy.
[q] Lil Lena: no, your convo with Artemis.
[q] Chi: Oh... *chuckle* Yeah - it was cool...
[q] Lil Lena: btw, im not pushing, just asking... but anything on those pictures
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: I'm supposed to go in in about an hour... so we'll see...
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: When do you *need* them by?
[q] Chi raises his eyebrow
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena hugs you.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena: do you use the "networking" thingy on win95 at all
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena: mine wont dial in for some reason *sigh*
[q] Lil Lena: and Will isn't here to fix it *chuckle*
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi is not good at fixing things when he can't see them
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena: i can log into my account
[q] Chi: I can try, tho.
[q] Lil Lena: works just fine, then i choose "ppp"
[q] Lil Lena: and it tries to "network"
[q] Lil Lena: and comes back saying :
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Lil Lena: the MS dial-up adapter is not installed or not responging properly
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Lil Lena: in the network section of control panel, rm the driver and then add it again
[q] Chi: That's where you loose me.
[q] Lil Lena: so, i rm'd it
[q] Lil Lena: and added it
[q] Chi: Hmm..
[q] Lil Lena: and still same message
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena sighs. Any idea when/if will will be on?
[q] Chi: Nope.
[q] Chi: Prolly tonight sometime....
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Small one: well, i'm stuck til i can talk with him then *chuckle*
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Lil Lena: will you be on late??
[q] Chi: Prolly.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena: if you see him could you tell him to call me and i'll log in?
[q] Lil Lena: on that 1293 number?
[q] Lil Lena: i'll mail him on here as well
[q] Chi: Sure.
[q] Lil Lena hugs you.
[q] Lil Lena: you take care Jason
[q] Chi: Will do - you too
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: You ok?
[q] Lil Lena: i should b
[q] Lil Lena: just having really horrible flashback type dreams
[q] Chi nods
[q] Lil Lena: whenever i get really stressed i get em *shrugs*
[q] Lil Lena: iu'll be ok, but thanks for asking
[q] Chi: Sure - helping someone out right now....
[q] Lil Lena: yea, i'm ok
[q] Lil Lena will be fine, always is. *hug*
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Lil Lena: btw
[q] Lil Lena: matthew and i had a fight.
[q] Chi: Was that what all that was about the other night?
[q] Chi: Or ealier today?
[q] Lil Lena: what do you mean
[q] Chi: I just remembering you leaving with the parting words, "Shit."
[q] Lil Lena: no, that was i felt i ticked terral off
[q] Chi: Ahh... go on...
[q] Lil Lena: it was last night.
[q] Chi: Tell me about it...
[q] Lil Lena: he was very distant and so i asked him what was up
[q] Lil Lena: and he told me basically that he hoped i'd find someone else
[q] Lil Lena: that it would make him happy if i was happy.
[q] Lil Lena: then he logged out.
[q] Lil Lena: i called him *cringe*
[q] Lil Lena: and we yelled, then we both cried. it was all a misunderstanding
[q] Lil Lena: he thought i wanted will.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Lil Lena: and he spent all night long before talking to me last night
[q] Lil Lena: making up his mind that he had to "let me go"
[q] Lil Lena sighs.
[q] Chi: What?
[q] Lil Lena: so everything is alright now
[q] Lil Lena: but i'm scared of stupid misunderstandings
[q] Lil Lena: what didnt you get
[q] Lil Lena: i'm going to go
[q] Chi: Ok... *sigh*
[q] Lil Lena: feeling that numb crying mode again and wanna fall asleep before it hits
[q] Lil Lena blushes.
[q] Chi: I'd call ya, but I'm no where near a phone right now...
[q] Lil Lena shakes her head.
[q] Lil Lena: i couldn't ask you to hon *hug* thank you and sleep well tonight
[q] Chi: I will.
[q] Lil Lena: i just miss him so.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: I was right (as i was hoping i was wrong) Ash came looking for me
[q] Chi: What?
[q] Alena: Ash
[q] Chi: What about him?
[q] Alena: You've not heard?
[q] Chi: Umm.. no.
[q] Alena: ah,,, Terral hates him.
[q] Chi: Well, yes, I knew that.
[q] Alena: And Angel is a bit iffy on him
[q] Chi: And...
[q] Alena: I coded with Ash/worked with him for almost 3 years
[q] Alena: Honestly I get along with him fine
[q] Chi: Oh.  Does he want to work here?
[q] Alena: Dont let him
[q] Alena: Terral will leave.
[q] Chi smirks
[q] Alena: Ash is one _hell_ of a coder.
[q] Chi: I'm going to strongly suggest to Angel that we shut down for at least a month anyways....
[q] Alena: but also one _hell_ of a hacker
[q] Chi: I will not be bringing anyone elson for a while...
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Chi has busted many a hacker in his day.
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena: and i agree... we'd get alot done if we were closed
[q] Alena: however, finding bugs would be harder
[q] Chi: Not really....
[q] Chi: I've already got a list that's making me go blind.
[q] Alena hugs you close.
[q] Chi: But, I refuse to fix anything until IC gets done.
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Chi: Which is not happening because of the little pricks that play here.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: If you need monsters I'd be moer then happy to code some up
[q] Chi: Monster are not the prob - it's the rooms.
[q] Alena: RL is just running way to fast for me to to much
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena nods. ok.
[q] Alena: Ash asked Angel is "we" were serious in RL.... matthew told him no.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: i swear, when is all this just goina go away
[q] Chi hates idle wizards
[q] Alena: did you bump terral off
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena chuckles.
[q] Alena hugs you. take care
[q] Chi: I will.  You too.
[q] Chi: Gotta min?
[q] Alena: sure
[q] Chi: How are ya?
[q] Lil Lena: honestly, dont ask hon
[q] Chi: Oh?
[q] Lil Lena: i'll just stay a bit quiet tonight
[q] Chi: Ok.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Lil Lena: i really feel numb to everyheone
[q] Chi: Numb to everyone?
[q] Lil Lena: to everything and ...and needed to be around people
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: Sounds like you need real people, and not MUD people.
[q] Lil Lena: aren't any around. kinda sad aint it
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Alena: oh...i didn't notice. congrats.
[q] Alena: please tell Artemis congrats for me... she never responded so i just wanted to make sure she heard...
[q] Chi smiles - "I will."
[q] Alena the eternally engaged. I've hinted almost 6 times now *roll*
[q] Alena: she'll be ok hon :)
[q] Alena: take care jason
[q] Chi: I will... You too.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: this place is booming :)
[q] Alena: why the sigh hon
[q] Alena: just another possible wiz here
[q] Chi: What do mean this place is booming?
[q] Alena: come on over sweeite
[q] Chi: As much as I said that we needed Ash, I think don't feel right about Terral leaving.
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: He's not.
[q] Chi: The mail I got stated otherwise.
[q] Alena talked to Terral and he's going to stay.
[q] Chi: And when did you talk to him?
[q] Alena: about 30 mins ago
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: i'm happy for you hon
[q] Alena: good luck
[q] Alena: and jason?
[q] Chi: Ya?
[q] Alena: i'm relly happy for you
[q] Alena: take care and god bless
[q] Chi: I dunno....
[q] Chi: I'm not taking it like that at the moment...
[q] Alena: dunno?
[q] Alena: oh im lost then
[q] Alena: sorry
[q] Chi: The last thing I want is a long distance relationship with some girl 2000 miles away...
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: i'm there right now.
[q] Alena: with a man i love whom feels the same way.
[q] Chi: BUT, I have to admit that I'm quite attracted to what I see so far.
[q] Chi: So, I'm just taking one day at a time.
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Alena: i am happy you are happy
[q] Chi: Talking tonight was just more or less letter her get some stuff off her shoulders.
[q] Chi: Good.  =)
[q] Alena: btw
[q] Chi: Yes?
[q] Alena: oh yea, btw i think after picard no more wizards for awhile
[q] Chi: I agree wholeheartedly
[q] Alena: but i just think i'd like to have someone with me
[q] Chi: When we open up new domains, yes, but not until then.
[q] Alena: but no more for awhile?
[q] Alena: ok... just watned to see if you agreed
[q] Alena hugs you.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: C ya later.
[q] Alena: take care
[q] Someone: Morning =)
[q] Chi: So, you like Picard, eh?
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: know him from df
[q] Chi: Oh really?
[q] Alena: we get along ok
[q] Chi: Kewl.
[q] Alena nods. yea
[q] Alena: uploading?
[q] Chi: Most of what I have been working on is on my local account....
[q] Chi: Cut-n-paste, I guess I should say.
[q] Chi rolls his eyes
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena: but how do you upload
[q] Alena: i can't get that to work
[q] Chi: We can't without FTP quite yet.
[q] Alena: i'd _love_ a way to send in files
[q] Alena: wait
[q] Chi: What?
[q] Alena: can i ask you a guy's perspective on one quick thing?
[q] Chi: Umm... Sure.
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: last night i mentioned how nice it was to see you and Art happy
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: that "mud marriages are so neat and nice"
[q] Alena: and angel nodded, and agreed with me
[q] Alena: and said "yea, nice to see people that happy with eachother"
[q] Alena: and.... dropped it totally
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena boggles.
[q] Chi: And you want me to tell you what that meant?
[q] Alena: no...just your opinion from that "side of the fense"
[q] Chi: Shall I interpret him?
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: if you can...?
[q] Chi: Well... I doubt if I 'can,' but I'll tell you how I would have taken it...
[q] Chi: I think that he would have asked you to 'marry' him by now...
[q] Chi: Mebbe he's just afraid that if he ask you on here, that you'll think he feels the same way in RL.
[q] Chi: I'm not saying that he does or doesn't....
[q] Chi: But I could see how that might be the case.
[q] Chi shrugs
[q] Alena: i hadn't thought if it that way
[q] Chi: IMHO of course.
[q] Chi winkds
[q] Alena nods. of course
[q] Chi: He's the only one who can tell you, tho.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Alena: just something i'd thought about.
[q] Chi: Just ask him.
[q] Chi: Ask him to marry you.
[q] Alena: Ask him?
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: but i already told him "yes" it's just...waiting now
[q] Chi: Oh... He asked you?
[q] Alena nods.
[q] Chi: Oh.
[q] Chi: My mistake.
[q] Chi chuckles
[q] Alena: but that was what... 2 months ago
[q] Chi: Hmm...
[q] Chi: Guys need to have their memory refreshed from time to time.
[q] Chi winks
[q] Alena raises an eyebrow.
[q] Chi: Nevermind....
[q] Alena: um, ok
[q] Alena: well, i'll think on that
[q] Chi: Not too hard, of course.
[q] Chi nods
[q] Chi: I'll see ya laters.
[q] Alena: i know
[q] Alena: take care
[q] Chi: mumbles
[q] Alena: ...what's wrong
[q] Chi leaves this channel.

[q] Chi joins the channel.

[q] Chi: This is not how it was supposed to end up.
[q] Alena: well all i know is i'm crying really hard and i hurt so much
[q] Chi: I know - I understand.
[q] Alena: i dont know who to talk to , who to trust, who ...
[q] Alena: damnit.
[q] Alena: i give up.
[q] Alena: jason, i'm afraid of losing him.
[q] Chi: I know you are.
[q] Chi: What makes you think it was a creator?
[q] Alena: it doesnt
[q] Alena: i forwarded it wrong ok
[q] Alena: geezus. why the hell is everyone attacking me
[q] Chi: Oh... don't get all huffy... was just a question...
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Alena: i've had a really hard day
[q] Alena: and then i read this
[q] Chi: Sorry to hear it.
[q] Alena: how do you send it back to whomeever it was sent out to
[q] Chi: Just type 'r' at the message prompt.
[q] Alena: paul had a severe seizure this morning
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Alena: i'm going to go, sorry i snapped. shouldnt have logged in
[q] Chi: Don't worry bout it...
[q] Alena: just like artemis wont worry about the one about her
[q] Alena: you know, other people get hurt to.
[q] Chi: mumbles
[q] Chi smiles
[q] Chi: Where are you going?
[q] Chi: What are you doing?
[q] Alena: just going away
[q] Chi sighs
[q] Chi understands
[q] Alena doesnt.
[q] Alena hugs you and waves. Good night Jason
[q] Someone: You ok?
[q] Alena: god bless you wherever you chose to belong.
[q] Someone: Can we talk?
