[will] Terral: yup
[will] Terral: can i come to you? or you to me... or sumtin?
[will] Alena: sure, come on over
[will] Terral: hello hon.
[will] Alena: feeling better hon?
[will] Terral: mmm yea...
[will] Alena: i'm glad to hear that
[will] Terral hugs you.
[will] Alena hugs you back.
[will] Terral: can i come over? or are you busy?
[will] Alena: well, yea kinda... just a sec
[will] Terral: sokay... i'll be quiet n stuff
[will] Alena hugs you.
[will] Terral nuzzles you warmly and continues to ponder his description.
[will] Alena: desc?
[will] Terral: yea... for your wolf pup
[will] Terral: i know it wouldn't be as god as the one oyu want... but i can still try :/
[will] Alena: ah :)
[will] Terral chuckles at your distraction.
[will] Alena: your title really...makes me sad
[will] Terral grins.
[will] Terral: better now ?
[will] Alena: pardon? i'm tryin to get my stupid web page working
[will] Terral hugs you.
[will] Alena: Jason is on my account trying to figure it out
[will] Terral: can i come over and hug you.
[will] Terral nuzzles you and hugs you happily.
[will] Alena: if you wish :) i'm on 3 windows at a time tho
[will] Terral: mmm i just wanna hug you, then i'll leave ya alone
[will] Alena: i need to go..i'll be back really soon
[will] Terral: okie :) i'll be here
[will] Terral: hey hon :)
[will] Alena: my x just called. he's in town. God.
[will] Someone: this is now a standing offer to you hon.... i am about 4 hours away i think.... i will leave at any time.... and just be tehre with you if you need.
[will] Alena: thank you *hug*
[will] Terral: hey hon HOW ARE YOU!!!!!!
[will] Terral has to go like.. alsmot real soon.
[will] Terral: hon... when ya want, can i come hug ya?
[will] Lil Lena: of course...
[will] Alena: i'm working on a paper on my other window
[will] Alena: hello
[will] Alena: got a second? I've been waiting for you
[will] Alena: Will?
[will] Alena sighs.
[will] Alena: well, i need to get going, but i did wait for you to log in...
[will] Alena: btw, i see where Jason is... i think he likes her.
[will] Terral grins, I can see where jason is too. *chuckle*
[will] Alena nods. Now whythe hell does that make me jealous
[will] Terral: because you want his attention.
[will] Alena: i dont know what to say
[will] Lil Lena hugs you.
[will] Lil Lena: my computer wont work for some reason
[will] Terral: hrmmm
[will] Lil Lena: the networking stuff isn't wanting to
[will] Terral: what zactly does it do?
[will] Lil Lena: didn't you get my mail?
[will] Lil Lena: and since you are busy i'll just head to bed
[will] Terral: you there hon?
[will] Terral: no i'm not.. i was reading mail
[will] Lil Lena nods.
[will] Lil Lena: oh ok
[will] Terral: i was trying to figure it out.. :(
[will] Lil Lena: i thought i mailed you about the problem
[will] Lil Lena: i rm'd it, and added it againa dnstill get the same message
[will] Terral: rm?
[will] Lil Lena: removed it, like the message said to do
[will] Terral: removed what?
[will] Lil Lena: the under control panel, the networking thing
[will] Lil Lena: there was a part where driver and stuff is
[will] Lil Lena: i have to be at school in 6 hrs...
[will] Lil Lena: i need to go hon
[will] Lil Lena: i didn't know if you had any ideas
[will] Terral: i will send you mail on stuff k
[will] Lil Lena: ok, thanks
[will] Lil Lena: morning
[will] Lil Lena: you are up early
[will] Alena: you told me it was a girl
[will] Terral: no, i told you to ask him about china
[will] Terral: that had nothing to do with what happened to me.
[will] Alena: you told me to ask about the girl.
[will] Terral: yup, i did.
[will] Alena: well, i like ash but if it's a problem i'll go to his mud and
[will] Alena: not bring him here.
[will] Terral: so you will leave here?
[will] Alena: i dont know. I'm tired of personal things getting into mud things.
[will] Terral: yes... i am too.
[will] Alena: If i would weight things, you and Chi are more an asset to matthew then i
[will] Terral: BULLSHIT
[will] Alena: If he lost Chi, the mud would fall. Period.
[will] Alena: And Ash wishes to help out, but if i promote him, you go. Chi goes.
[will] Alena: and H7 is screwed.
[will] Alena: I wont do that to Matthew.
[will] Terral: and you don't think leaving him will do that to him?
[will] Alena: i'm thinking of staying only as a player.
[will] Alena: but i dont know right now
[will] Alena: my foot is getting bad, my father is very ill, Paul is BAD
[will] Alena: my school work is swamping me, Matthew and i had a HUGE misunderstanding
[will] Terral: about?
[will] Alena: and right now i'm making a time with a psychologist counselor.
[will] Alena: i stay up at night debating things and wondering why the hell i'm here.
[will] Alena: i _need_ to get myself mentally balanced cuz i'm scaring myself
[will] Terral: hon.... you are not insane... over the edge or anything else...
[will] Alena: I saw Ash as helpful to Matthew. Nothing else.
[will] Alena: but if he's so bad, then forget it.
[will] Terral: hon.. please come to me.
[will] Terral: hrmmm oookay
[will] Lil Lena: huh?
[will] Terral: ya want me to talk you through troubleshooting it?
[will] Lil Lena: i'd _love_ that
[will] Lil Lena: ok, i'll try anything
[will] Lil Lena: hard to go back to this *ahem* shit of a program
[will] Terral: what is shit?
[will] Lil Lena: hyperterminal
[will] Lil Lena: once you go "over the side" you never wanna come back *smirk*
[will] Lil Lena: Btw...will?
[will] Lil Lena: did you have a good weekend
[will] Terral: yes. I did.
[will] Lil Lena: i'm glad...
[will] Terral: a touch cold at night, but otherwise.. it was fine :)
[will] Lil Lena: it was a lot of fun playing pool with you
[will] Terral chuckles even though you lost?
[will] Lil Lena: i'm sorry, you should have asked for another blanket..
[will] Terral: naa, I make do hon..
[will] Lil Lena: well i know, but we had more
[will] Terral shrugs.
[will] Terral: no bigge
[will] Lil Lena: btw, i rearanged my room yesterday
[will] Lil Lena: went thru an anxiety attack with my counselor, then came home and rearanged
[will] Terral nods.
[will] Terral: i figure you're busy with angel... so when you want, i'll see about trouble shooting your connect.
[will] Alena hugs you close. Thanks hon
[will] Terral: not a problem.
[will] Terral: congrats... Ash is a wizard. *smile*
[will] Terral: what, not talking??
[will] Terral nods.. i noticed.
[will] Alena: ?
[will] Alena: what was that about?
[will] Terral: ? what was waht about ?
[will] Alena: the "i noticed"
[will] Terral: type will -h
[will] Alena nods.
[will] Alena: and yea, ash is wiz
[will] Terral: i noticed
[will] Alena: please dont.
[will] Terral: god dammit, i'm fraking crying...
[will] Alena: ill let you be. just know i care alright. jeez
[will] Alena: then ignore him
[will] Alena: you rock
[will] Terral: who me?
[will] Alena: take care
[will] Terral: WIAT@!@@ *CRY(
[will] Terral: *CRY*
[will] Terral: i am not leaving, I'm not going anywhere, now come here,, and get a hug.. NOW
[will] Alena: i dont know if i'm staying. every night someone turns a channel off on me when
[will] Alena: i just try to help.
[will] Terral sighs.
[will] Terral: so basically, will is gonna lose his two friends he gives a shit about.
[will] Terral: off they go... great... just great.
[will] Alena: chi wont even talk to me.
[will] Alena: he's the one who blew me off tonight
[will] Terral: he is kinda ignoring me too.
[will] Alena: when something asks "what application do you choose to run this program" what should i use, netscape?
[will] Terral: mmmm what are you trying to do?
[will] Alena: a friend downloaded a cool web page maker, but i tried to send it to notepad, but it didn't work and now it's always trying to send it to notepad
[will] Alena: so i'm screwed
[will] Terral: what page maker?
[will] Alena: not sure of the name, but it's downloaded from aol
[will] Terral chuckles.
[will] Terral: hon.... to my knowledge.. non of those web page maker things... work -near- as well, as doing the html by hand...
[will] Alena: I refuse to do all that by hand.
[will] Alena: it confuses me to all hell
[will] Terral: well then... will ya take my advise if I give ya it?
[will] Alena: sure
[will] Terral: go to netscapes home page, and download netscape gold.. it has an editor -BUILT IN-
[will] Alena: meaning...
[will] Terral: meaning... it is the new version of netscape.. and it simplifies html creation way easy... its what i sued to make that page i showed you.
[will] Terral hugs you.
[will] Terral: that IS NOT TRUE DAMMIT!!!
[will] Terral: i NEVER have
[will] Terral: never NEVER NEVER
[will] Terral: go ahead an ignore me
[will] Terral: i'll still care
[will] Alena: dont do that. you know i care and right now i hurt so damn much.
[will] Terral joins the channel.

[will] Terral: i used internet phone last night, it works damn perfect still, i got phone quilty sound from a guy in singapore, and some guys from berkley
[will] Alena: i'd really appreciate it...
[will] Alena: if you are totally sure it doesn't cost anything...
[will] Alena: and _if_ matthew wants it *sigh*
[will] Terral: -hh
[will] Terral: hon... it dont' cost -anything-
[will] Terral: and matthew seemed very interested, and has the info needed,to ftp it off of my account
[will] Alena: i've not talked to matthew one on one for over a week
[will] Alena: other then when he called the day you were here
[will] Alena: so i didn't know his feelings on it...
[will] Alena: does he have the capacity for it?
[will] Terral: yuppers
[will] Alena: please let me know when you get back?
[will] Alena: i dont think he wants it.
[will] Terral: bye hon...*hug*
[will] Terral: POUT
[will] Terral sniffs
[will] Terral: geee not even a hi
[will] Alena: noone got one ok
[will] Alena: i dont need this tonight will
[will] Alena: please.
[will] Alena hugs you.
[will] Terral: hey... i'm givign you a hard time... you know i lov eya
[will] Alena: the mail on here from guest really gave me a bad name.
[will] Terral: remember that you can talk to me off the mud as well...
[will] Terral: this -whole- thing has gotten blown out of proportion
[will] Terral: bad
[will] Terral: and what its going to take is time.
[will] Terral: noone hates you Tracy
[will] Alena: and i had no part in it, yet dragged thru the muck.
[will] Terral: quite the opposite.
[will] Terral: night hon.. yu are loved.
[will] Alena: i bought a mic
[will] Terral: YES!!!!!
[will] Alena: maybe sometime i can talk with you
[will] Terral: KEWL!!!
[will] Terral: anytime you want
[will] Alena: dont i need something else
[will] Terral: nope.
[will] Alena: what about the licence
[will] Terral: you don't need that yet.. *smile*
[will] Alena: and i heard something about $5 an hour charge?
[will] Alena: yet?'
[will] Terral: NO... no no  no no no no no no
[will] Terral: it is FREEE free free
[will] Terral: i have -never- been charged a single cent to use this
[will] Alena: so i could talk to you right now for free?
[will] Terral: yes
[will] Alena: well i guess you wanna try it?
[will] Alena: you didnt
[will] Alena: no...
[will] Alena: i rearanged my room
[will] Alena: oh yes.
[will] Alena: bingo
[will] Alena: you said "oh no" i said "oh yes"
[will] Alena: it wont cnnect?
[will] Terral: come to me
